Yes yes he is

This is a video of my brother Leo playing a song on his guitar. It took him just a couple hours to learn it. He really is very talented. The song is Californication by the Red Hot Chili Peppers

Halloween Weekend

So yeah, this past halloween was fun. I worked until 9 PM that night but after I got off of work is when the fun started. Went and partied with a bunch of people. First time I ever tried Flaming Dr Peppers and I tell ya those things are crazy. Mix that up with some vodka, orange juice, cranberry juice and beer and I tell ya its on crazy/fun night haha. Lots of people there I didn't know. I lost my phone a couple of times. Once in the couch and once by the fire. The fire pit in the back was nice. It was fun to chill next to with your drink just staring at the sky. I didn't drink a lot because I had to work the next day. By the time we left I was pretty much sober. I could have passed a sobriety test. It was a lot of fun. I wasn't going to go but I decided what the hell why not. Anyways, posted are a couple of pics from that night. I took a lot of pictures but only decided to post a couple.






The first pictures is just of some people that were there at the part.
The second picture is pretty much the same thing.
The third picture is my brother and a guy named Jake who was there.
The fourth picture is of the moon that night.
The fifth picture is of the fire we are all chilling around.

Sundays....

BLAH BLAH BLAH, I hate sundays. They always seem to go so slow. It has taken me so long to update because I haven't had a day off of work since the 11th. I have two more days to go before I get a day off. So what's new well I HATE THE RAVENS!! Today's game against the Ravens sucked. Chargers played really well unfortunately the defense couldn't stop Flacco and the rest of the Ravens offense from scoring. Oh well, at least we beat the raiders last week haha. Barely but hey a win is a win.
My brother leo is finally here. He has lived here a little over a week now. He already has a job. He works with My mom, my sister, and myself. All of us working at the same place is pretty cool actually. I was the one who trained him. He is a quick learner.
Three days grace has come out with a new album. I have already heard it. I have it and it is awesome. I have made a bunch of new ringtones. Way awesome. This is the video to the single that they released. It is called Break.

And my favorite quote for today is:
Today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.
Seems to fit the feeling for today to me. Anyways, that is all I have for right now.

So Stoked....

Okay, so my brother is FINALLY coming home. I am unbelievably excited. He will be here on Wednesday. After 19 years it is time he finally time for him to come home. Gonna be so awesome. Can not wait to watch some football with my brother. And he really could not have chosen a better time to come home. Right now we all need him more than anyone knows. Having him live so far away for all those years has been tough on all of us. Not just him. And with my grandparents living only two hours away it is all just going to be great. It is about time our family be back together. Things are kinda starting to look up. Hopefully it will stay that way. Well, I am about to get off of work. I hope everyone enjoys their Labor Day. I had to work today lol. Anyways in case I dont talk to ya, Good Afternoon, Good Evening, and Good Night

Away

I wrote this poem. I was just bored. It isn't about anyone. I just felt like sharing it with everyone.

Away
Written by: Brittany Santana

Why do these feelings exist?
Feelings of
Love, Hate, Anger, Sadness?
If you couldn't feel them,
You wouldn't feel
Lost, Confused, Jealous
Don't you ever wish that
You could just throw them
Away?
I have loved you
And I have missed you
But...
I still want you to be mine
And I still want to be yours
You said you feel this way,
I feel that way too
But we are gonna have to just
Throw it all
Away

© 2009 By: Brittany Santana

Woo Hoo Finally here

Okay, so I am way stoked. Football season has finally started. Granted it is only pre season right now but yeah its started. Gotta love football. San Diego Chargers all the way baby. :D The song below says it all. Yeah buddy :D

Nap time

I worked a 14 hour shift so the day after is when I catch up on my sleep. I was sitting in my chair watching a movie. My nephew Dezmond crawled on my lap and we were just chilling there watching the movie together. I guess we both ended up falling asleep.



He is such a cutie. He curled up right next to me wrapped his arms around one of mine and crashed. I sure love that little guy. As for who took the picture, I think my brother Julian took it.

Really is just a brain storm

So, sitting here alone really gives a person time to think about anything and everything. I'll start off by saying don't ever take something for granted. Good relationships, bad ones, even people who are just acquaintances. This past week has really been an interesting one. An extremely great friend of mine living in Minnesota had something tragic happen this past week. He called me crying and I swear it was one of the hardest things for me to hear. He and I have known each other and been close since I was 15 when he and I met and not once has he ever had something like this happen. He lost his mother and it was extremely hard for him. Now the reason I share that is because people out there take advantage of things or people they have and there is no getting em back once they are gone (at least most of the time) My dear friend my heart goes out to you and the rest of your family. I am here for you day or night. I really wish I could be there in Minnesota with you. One of the hardest things to hear is well, hearing someone you love cry. It really is so hard to hear.

One a new note, as you all know this past week I believe it was Thursday that Utah was pretty much on fire. I used my cell phone and took a picture of the sun that day. Crazy how orange it was. Its not that great of a picture but its all I had at that time when I took the picture.

It is crazy how orange the sun was. You could stare directly at it and it wouldn't hurt your eyes.

On Tuesday night as my sister and I were leaving work we looked up in the sky and the moon was just big and beautiful. Again, all I had was my cell phone to take a picture but it sure was beautiful.

Yes, it is dark but you get the idea of what it looked like. It looked even better in person.

Julian and Dezmond

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This is a slide show of my brother Julian and my nephew Dezmond. Their birthday's were on July 2nd. Julian turned 11 and Dezmond turned 2. Made this slide show just as a little show of how much they have grown.

Tell me what you see

So, I took this a couple years ago back in '07. I keep forgetting to post it so while I was on here I figured that I would do it before I forgot. When I took this picture the night was crystal clear. No one was around me and this is exactly what I took. I see a lot of things in it and I was wondering what do other people see... You might have to click on the picture to make it bigger. I am just wondering because everyone's mind is different so everyone will see something different.

Poem I wrote

SO, I have a big collection of poems I have written. All of 'em have a copyright on them so I have decided to start sharing a few of them. I have poems all the way from when I was in 7th grade. I will only post ones that I like. The one I am posting this time I wrote with a lot on my mind.

Hatred

I look at the world today

I looked yesterday

I will look tomorrow

What I see is HATRED

Our world is filled with HATRED

No one can get along

I live in the USA

Best place to live

Kids killing kids

Adults killing Adults

School Shootings here

People Fighting there

People scared to wake up

and see what’s happening

People losing lives

To fight to be free

Kids being kidnapped

Kids being hurt Why you ask?

Because of this ugly word called

HATRED

Brittany Santana

Copyright ©2009 Brittany Santana

Whats new in my life

NOTHING. I haven't blogged in awhile just because there really isn't much for me to blog about. Well couple of things. I am trying to stay out of trouble. I plan on getting my license reinstated soon. Just not making much money. The money I do make is good enough though because it allows me to pay on what I need to. Hopefully I can get that 6 grand down to zero soon. Anyways, I just turned 22. Crazy how time goes so quickly. Actually a bunch has happened but not really to me. In a nut shell my cousins husband abandoned his family to be with the woman that he has been seeing. He left his kids and his wife to be with her. Sucky situation but she is doing good. I decided to post some pics here. The pics are of my most favorite kids in the whole world. The boy is my nephew Dezmond. The girl is my niece Zoey. Dezmond is two and Zoey is three. They have lived in my house now for about two months. I am going to be taking some more pictures and posting them soon. I might be going to New Mexico soon. Only for a visit. Im excited for the end of this week. My grandparents are coming for a visit. It is going to be great. Anyways, that is really all I can say for now.

Proud Sister

I am just writing to say how unbelievably proud I am of my little brother. He got his GED and today was his GED graduation ceremony. A GED is just as good as a high school diploma so I am saying I am very proud of him. Leo I am so proud of you. It is a great accomplishment.
Getting a GED is the step in life that those of us who didn't graduate high school have to take in order for us to do what we want in life. You can do many and great things in life just by getting your GED and furthering your education. I am not proof but I know a man that is proof. He is a man that I look up to who has done it all and he is now a doctor and if he can do it anyone can. Can't let the little things in life stop you from doing what you want to. The man I look up to overcame so many obstacles in his life and that is why I look up to him.

HEY

Okay so I haven't updated in FOREVER but not really much to update on lol. Only thing really is that I got my job back. It has been weird being but weird in a good way. Right now my life is in a good place I guess. I am FINALLY in the direction I need to be in to do things good in my life. Im happy. Oh and the bums that lived in my house are GONE =) It is so nice having them gone. Things in life are just great for me and my family. We are starting to get back on our feet and thats just an amazing feeling. I absolutely love it =)

I love these kids

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