Bored

All I have to say is this sucks. I hate how the stupidest smallest things can greatly affect so many things. One thing is there and then it is gone. It sucks. Things change I guess sometimes it is good and sometimes it is bad. Don't know whether this is a good or bad change. I guess we will find out. If I had known a year ago what I know now would I have changed things a year ago...No I wouldn't have. Some things in the past that I have done more recently yeah those things I would have changed in a heart beat. But I guess not all of us can be happy. Anyone who knows me and reads this knows what I am talking about. I guess this really is the only way I can express things on my mind.